The journey of life is full of ups and downs. Nothing new to that. For some reason, even though we as people have gone thru these experiences countless of times, yet it doesn't prepare us, at least emotionally, for what's to come next. It's sort of like riding on a roller coaster. You can ride it a hundred times, and yet, you can still be thrilled with the next ride.
My faith continues to be tested. And I continue to learn more about myself. I now see a different side of myself. I guess I would never have known that side should I never have gone thru what I've just been through. Life's like that, I guess.
However, one truth remains the same in my heart, that is God's still on the throne. He's been there since the beginning of time, is there, and will always be there. It's sort of something that gives me the hope to believe that God is making all things good.
And I still believe in love. I believe in the eros love that driven by the God given agape love. I believe in fighting for a loved one. I believe in love. I believe in love...
Where does the road leads now? I'm not sure. But of this I am... God's still on the throne. And as long as He's there, I have hope.
"Take me to the place You want me to be Lord. I'm Yours."